Dah 2 weeks kat perlis, it's been an emotional challenge for me. Maybe terlebih emotional sikit kot jugak..hehe.. my expectation towards all tis seems higher than i thought.. I should give it a try i told myself, but it's easy to say then done.. =)
At work.. There's so many things I wanted to improve n change.. but trust me is not easy at all.. (kebal giler la sistemnya) I have to wait..wait and wait.. tunggu..tunggu n terus menunggu.. implementation can be so slow out there.. geram la sgt2 kekadang tu.. dah geram2 tu suddenly ur mind will ask u to quit n give up all u have started.. I have been very negative lately =(.. they do deserve a chance u know.. at least d kids there.. I'm also not sure y am I acting tis way.. maybe i miss home so so much..
Week ends r so far my happy time.. tired but happy.. cos i been coming back home every week now.. at least for now la.. hehe.. =) (thanks ye wan n farid belanja kitorg tgk wyg n steamboat semalam hehe.. best giler.. t aku gaji aku belanja k..)
My hope is to do what i'm happy doing.. (work with children) having all my friends n family around me all the time.. the rest i'm leaving it to HIM to decide la.. ( all of us believe that: there's someone rite for us out there, just wating for the rite moment to strike...hehe)
To all the kids in RKK i'll try my best to be around when u guys need me k.. just knock on my door anytime i'll be at ur service.. I need to be more positive from now on..
" If we want to find happiness, let us stop thinking about gratitude or ingratitude
and give for the inner joy of giving. Ingratitude is natural- like weeds. Gratitude is like rose. It has to be fed, watered and cultivated and loved and protected." (Dale Carnegie)
